nothing worth reading..

i dont know what to write. Im just here typing like an idiot.
I do want tell a story.. But I feel this is not the appropriate place.
I want to talk to someone. Someone who doesnt know me that well.
Someone who will not comfort me because they know me.
All I wantis someone who will listen to every damn word I would say.
Im not sure what is it I feel inside. I just want to blurt it out.
Maybe its because of the season.
Im usually happy when this season comes.
Vacations, reunions and what not..
I may be laughing and horsing around from time to time but deep inside?
Im sad. My heart is bleeding. Its still fresh. The memories still lingers..
I want to cry my heart out.
But I cant.
It wouldnt go out..